Miss her everyday.

I miss you Sweetie. 

As I was looking for a picture for this mornings post, I just went over and over the pictures that I have used in the past and my heart began to weep. I miss her every day, then again, for no reason, the hurt is just a little bit more on days like today. For no reason, it is just a reminder of the ways that she was and will always be special to me. 

Yesterday was good. Because it was pizza day with the boy and his family and the last time in that home, it was special. Let Sweetie sleep in, because I wanted her to be hungry at lunch time. Took some applesauce with us and bought her a fruit cup. She even had a piece of pizza with all of that. Good eating for her. And then she had to go, to leave, for she was uncomfortable and wanted to go home. 

Needed to do some shopping, so we stopped at the grocery store on the way home. As we were shopping, she had an accident. She hadn't done that in a long time. Then when we got home, she had forgotten she wet her pants, and seemed befuddled at my urgency to change her. Once cleaned up, all is well.

I've noticed her lips are sometimes gray, or blue in the morning. I'm wondering if she is getting enough oxygen while she is sleeping, or when she gets up in the morning. Going to investigate it on the internet and if necessary make a doctor's appointment. 

That's about it for this morning, and my timing is just about perfect. I hear the car pulling into the driveway and that means, my Driver is ready for another day on the Road to Dementia Town. I've learned to listen, for His words are peaceful and full of wisdom. He knows where the beauty of the fields are, and when to show them to me. All the while, we are driving with our Shiny Side Up. You too, don't miss the beauty of the fields as they go by, on your Road to Dementia Town, Keeping your Shiny Side Up. Love Ya and God Bless.