Sunday, April 19, 2020

The Woes of yesterday.

Sweetie          

I have had one heck of a evening and morning and I hope it doesn't roll into the rest of my day. You see I bought a new computer a couple of months ago and it has not been the best purchase I ever made. Yesterday it gave me an error and I attempted to do some repairs via YouTube. Well, lets just say, I'm using my old computer and will be taking the new one back to the shop. 

Outside of my computer problems, life seems to be moving like it will. There isn't anything that a little time will change. Walking and CBD oil seem to be the best ingredients for a stable life. As long as I give her a 50% dropper of Hemp oil every 2.5 to 3 hours, she is a most willing person. I've also found that a walk in the morning and one in the afternoon allow her to work off some of the energy that is being stored up while we sit and watch TV. 

When she has a bad sundowner event, and I spend most of that time herding her, she will normally have to rest when she is spent. She burns up energy during those times. Lately, she has been acting up soon after she gets up, it is almost as if she is in a sundowner from the moment she gets up. I'm not sure what to do. One this is sure, I will make an effort to get some Hemp Oil in her asap. 

I feel so frustrated, facing each day with a woman who doesn't know who I am, who knows that she is needs me around. She does know her name, when asked by our neighbors, she tells them. I've also found out that we are known as the "Walkers". People we have been meeting keep telling us that they see us all the time walking the neighborhood. 

Done and done. My Driver is waiting, and I need some soft music, easy scenery going by, and a encouraging word from Him. I know I can pour out my troubles and He will listen. Thank you for that. So, off we go, down the Road to Dementia Town, wearing my cool sunglasses, and as always, Keeping the Shiny Side Up. You too, don't carry yesterday over into today. Yesterday's done, and today has just begun. Keep your Shiny Side Up, as you go. Love Ya and God Bless.  

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