Monday, January 31, 2022

The miracle drug.

New way to wear her hat.
 
There are times when she will do something that is either by mistake, or by plan, that will bring a smile to my face.  
 
As we were getting ready to head out. I couldn't find her Angels hat, so I got this one out. This is how she put it on, with the wide brim in the back, and the turned up in front. Looks good, which goes to prove the point that with some hats, there isn't a bad way to wear them. 
Sunday
It was a big learning day for me. More about what I should be doing, and not what I shouldn't be doing, it is with her CBD. 
 
I've been waiting for her to get up and out of bed before I give her any Happy Medicine. It is becoming more obvious that I can't do that anymore. Especially when I think I'm letting her sleep in. Even though she isn't with me, she is still burning through what CBD is in her system. 
 
Sunday morning was the teacher for me. Because Sunday isn't a big to do day, I will let her stay in bed until 10 or 11 in the morning. That is when I will give her her first dose, when I want to get her up. 
 
This was the day, that she was totally out of it. And at one point, I was giving her CBD almost once an hours. Each dose made her a little easier to manage. It wasn't until I had given her at least 4 doses did she finally come back to me. 
 
I don't know where she goes, I just know that it isn't where I am. I know that when I ask her if she knows me, and I get a blank stare, she is on the dark side of Dementia, and it is drawing her further away from me.
 
I was able to bring her back, so that we could sit and hold hands until it was time to go to bed. I love it when I see those blue eyes smiling at me, and she tells me she loves me, is all the assurance I need to know that I have found the miracle drug CBD, though it isn't a cure, it sure is the next best thing to it. 
 
Driver did His best to insure us a good day on the Road to Dementia Town, but it was my mishandling the time that got us off to a wobbly start. It didn't take long for us to be in the grove, and so we were moving right along, Keeping Our Shiny Side Up. C'ya, Luv Ya, and God Bless. Arthur.
 
   


 

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